That Feeling

Have you ever felt the worst feeling in the world?

Well it starts out with a "pang," and you can't breathe.

And then there's the feeling at the base of your sternum and in your stomach; you want to cry, scream, hit- anything to make it go away. You can't talk because of the lump in your throat.

Then you go numb. Your arms, legs, head; all feeling is gone.

To sum it up, that's pain.

Everyone has a different cure to try to counteract the pain.

For me, I like to drive to places I've never been.

I drive fast hoping to focus on something else when really, there's no way to get rid of it.

It's been said that "Time heals all pain," but in reality it only stifles it.

You may not feel anything for awhile, but at one moment everything will flood back.

And that pain will be even worse than you could have ever imagined.

Where's the love you need to feel at that moment?